Nerd

I just finished reading Apathy. 

It's a good book. 

I don't think it affected me that much only because I already don't give a fuck. 

I'm going to start reading Choke. 

I've been narrating in my head again.

A feeling that I've missed so much. 

I haven't done so since I joined the Corps. 

Now I don't feel like a mindless retard. 

My roomies call me a nerd. 

Instead of having my phone or water in my cargo pocket, I carry around a book.

Kind of like bootcamp, where I'd carry a dictionary or thesaurus. 

I don't care.

I like it. 

It makes me feel smarter than most of the people here. 

Tonight was the first night that I actually just sat/lay in bed and read. 

Usually, I sneak reading while on a work party. 

I missed it. 

I forgot how good it feels to not do anything and just read.

I'm always going places and trying to find things to do.

So now I'm going to continue my read-a-thon. 

And possiby eat more Cup O Noodles =]