pushover

Lot's of shit happened since that last post.

Identity theft. Got $600 stolen from me.

Had a total of $0.33 in my account afterwards.

I'm a pushover.

I trust people that walk all over me.

Not anymore.

There's lots more to it but whatever.

I don't like thinking about it.

I'm also 5th place in my class.

It kind of pisses me off because I know that I'm smart.

I really need to get 100% in the next 3 tests.

Or if I don't...I need to at least get it to 3rd in class.

My mom sent me a package of mango juice and dried mangos.

Yummmmm....

Oh, and I'm in a band.

Well...not right now for obvious reasons.

But my friend here and I plan to make one once we get out of the Corps.

I was the ukulele player but he wants me to drum.

I want to drum too.

So there. 

I also have Palliative Pain Syndrome in both my knees.

Awesome...but not really.

I'm on light duty for 2 weeks.

And after that I have to get them checked again.

Bllaaahhhhhhhhhh.

Btw, maybe you guys should text me sometimes.

Like..after 3pm [Cali time] should be fine.

Idk. That's only if you guys want. 

soggy

I pick up school today.

YAY! 

Finally. I am so done with forming.

Anyway, boots and utes run today.

Thought I was going to die but didn't.

I fell out though.

Don't care. 

I think my left knee is sprained too.

Working party today sucked.

Went to a really far away building while it was raining.

Told to go to a different building to load 2 filing cabinets.

Afterwards, we were told to walk back to the first building we went to.

It was fucking pouring. 

We all got drenched completely. 

Then we had to unload all this crap.

Then arrange all this crap.

Whilst being wet and soggy.

The whole staff noticed that I was freezing.

I guess cuz I just kinda stood there frozen.

A Staff Sergeant gave me a sweater =3

So I warmed up a bit but then we had to go.

I was still really wet. 

Now I'm in my room.

Waiting for Peterson to get out of the shower.

Waiting for my camis to dry.

Waiting for it to be 14:30.

Waiting to go to alterations. 

Some shit like that. 

Nerd

I just finished reading Apathy. 

It's a good book. 

I don't think it affected me that much only because I already don't give a fuck. 

I'm going to start reading Choke. 

I've been narrating in my head again.

A feeling that I've missed so much. 

I haven't done so since I joined the Corps. 

Now I don't feel like a mindless retard. 

My roomies call me a nerd. 

Instead of having my phone or water in my cargo pocket, I carry around a book.

Kind of like bootcamp, where I'd carry a dictionary or thesaurus. 

I don't care.

I like it. 

It makes me feel smarter than most of the people here. 

Tonight was the first night that I actually just sat/lay in bed and read. 

Usually, I sneak reading while on a work party. 

I missed it. 

I forgot how good it feels to not do anything and just read.

I'm always going places and trying to find things to do.

So now I'm going to continue my read-a-thon. 

And possiby eat more Cup O Noodles =]

oorah forming!

I have a week of forming left before I pick up for school.

Thank God. Seriously, forming is bullshit. 

Anyway, nothing much has happened.

Still going on work parties and people are still fucking up. 

Whatev's.

I also always pay for people to do my firewatch.

I never want to do firewatch here again. 

Hmm...I feel like I should type more but I don't know what.

I've been reading Apathy and I'm almost finished.

Afterwards, I'm going to read Choke.

And then something else that I can't remember the title of it right now. 

Wow...my life feels so uninteresting right now.

I probably shouldn't blog when I'm not that awake.