water

I am trying to drink a gallon of water. I feel like I'm going to drown. 

I'm going to have to take mad pee's later. 

I'm getting so full off of water.

Lame. 

12 moar days. 

Hang out wiff me =]

tired.

So it turns out that today is my practice IST and my official one is still Saturday.

I was freaking out over nothing last night but that means I still have something to freak out over. 

Anyway, these are the results: 

Run time: 15:17

Crunches: 54

Hang time: 17 seconds. 

I just need to work on my run. Minus 18 seconds and I'm in. 

Hopefully, I'll be able to do that by Saturday morning. 

Crap, I'm tired. 

tl;dr

This weekend was really fun. And you know...that's an extreme understatement. 

Saturday: 

The cake we made at Pizza Hut didn't turn out as well as expected but it was still good and it was Jaspreet's first cake that she ever baked. =] I love how retarded we are but how everyone participated. All good fun. Crys slept over afterwards. 

The guitar hero tournament before that however, was extremely lame. But I wasn't even in the hall where it was at over half the time and I was hanging out with really chill people. Took pics of my Lamborghini, went down slides, stayed at the top of jungle gyms, sang songs from Mulan while swinging and almost dying.  

Sunday: 

Crys and I woke up and went to church running on 4.5 hours of sleep. Afterwards, we went back to my house to get some clothes for the gym then we picked up Allie. Worked out for a bit. Went back to my house to rest up and have Crys shower before work. When Crys left I knocked out. Allie watched Bratz while I slept. Once I woke up, Allie was still watching Bratz so I decided to shower. Bratz finished and I dropped off Allie at home. Went to Pizza Hut and folded a lot of boxes. It was really busy so I didn't want to get in anyones way. Jerome was ready to get picked up so I got him from his friends house and drove back to Pizza Hut. Nancy tells me that she broke the oven and to look at it. She accidentally melted a really thick piece of plastic on it. Jerome and I decide that were going to buy stuff from Ralphs and try to melt it off. First, we buy one of those long lighter things figuring we could slowly melt it off. That didn't work because it didn't generate enough heat. Crys came up with the idea of buying charcoal and basically using it like a grill. So back to Ralphs! Bought charcoal, lighter fluid, a new lighter and wood chips [just in case..?]. We basically made a fire in the back heating up the charcoal. So after it heated, instead of using it like a grill, we put pieces of charcoal in one place and melted the plastic so that we were able to pick it out. It's really difficult to explain. Well after taking out 1/4th  of the damn thing [it was really thick so that's actually A LOT] the fumes were starting to give us headaches so we decided we did what we could. Hopefully Crys and Nancy don't get in trouble...Anyway, we went to my house so I could get clothes and so we could only take one car to Jerome's where he could get clothes. We slept over at Crys'. 

Monday: 

We all woke up and were lying in bed for 2 hours wondering what we should do. Finally, we got up and decided to eat. Ate at Sushi and Teriyaki! Went to Jerome's and Crys and I were reading. She was doing homework and I was just reading for fun. Jerome was filling out FAFSA stuff. Crys and I eventually got sleepy and Jerome got us pillows and blankets. We overslept. After realizing that and Marie texting me...we went to pick her up. Then we went to the movies and watched "He's Just Not That Into You." I don't give a shit about what anyone says, I liked that movie. It was slow in some parts and other parts it was dumb. But I enjoyed it anyway. After that we went to meet up my Kuya Nick and Ate Isa at Coffee Bean. We arrived there first so Marie got boba from Boba City and Crys got yogurt at some yogurt place. They called us once they were there so we walked back to Coffee Bean. Kuya Nick was hungry so we went to Macaroni Grill. Crys, Marie, Jerome and I were really poor so Crys and Jerome shared and Marie and I shared. It was really nice of Kuya Nick or Ate Isa [whoever paid] to pay for us. After intensely drawing on the paper tablecloth we had intense conversations. We realized that it was closing and we should move to a different venue. We went to Borders so that Ate Isa and Kuya Nick could get some white chocolate thing and got me hot chocolate. Yum. After Jerome, Crys and Ate Isa ditched Kuya Nick, Marie and I we met up again and had Crys drop off Marie since she had to be home and Crys had to study. Kuya Nick, Ate Isa, Jerome and I went to a park in Porter Ranch and just talked for a while. It was fun. Drawing penis' on Kuya Nick's window. Went to Jerome's so that Ate Isa and I could pee and drop him off. Talked for a bit over there and gave Brownie attention. Left and then I got home.

Right now:

I'm sitting listening to music, waiting for Crys to get out of class and realizing how super super close my ship date is. I'm also really happy that I've been maximizing the time with my friends while I'm still here before I leave. I'm going to miss all of them. 

Indeed.

It's a lot to take in for one night. 

I'm still thinking and wish I could stop. 

Don't worry about it though. 

Anyway, the past week has been quite eventful.

Since Saturday I have: 

-been in a watergun fight at Pizza Hut. 

-had a field trip to Camp Pendelton [exciting stuff!]

-my dad's 60th birthday

-swam in a pool wearing sweats 

-done 94 crunches

-hung out with Crys and Jerome

-had fun at drumline [haha the plan worked swimmingly...]

-memorized #01-06 of the general orders

-hung out with Marie

-hung out and discussed quite a bit with Kelsey

...Y'know, listing it out like that makes it seem like I didn't do much but it seems like I did. Especially since I had a lot of fun doing those things. Except maybe for swimming in a pool with sweats. It was fun but it got really tiring after a while. 

I'm leaving in 4 weeks and 2 days. Pretty surreal. I hate that word. 

Gambol

means frolic. 

Today was pretty alright. I hung out with my cousins and we played board games. 

That's pretty much it. Cranium was a little frustrating because of the red cards. It took forever to get out of that space. 

Oh, and I talked to Kelsey today. I'm actually really glad. I missed her and I'm really happy we're talking again without it being all awkward or tense. 

So I just needed to clarify something. I do have self-confidence. I love me =] Not in the whole narcissistic way someone would love themselves but in the completely healthy way someone should love themselves. I mean, I suppose that I have off days where I don't believe in myself but who doesn't? Other than that, I'm fine. 

I start going to the gym again tomorrow. I'm pretty excited. I can't believe I actually semi-enjoy going now. I guess it's because I'm improving and I'm almost leaving to bootcamp. I'm feeling a little anxious and nervous but it's okay. 

blegghh

You know when something seems like a good idea at first, and then turns up like shit later on?

That's pretty much how my night went. Great. 

You know, I really wish you could buy confidence. That would be great. And you know what? It really isn't my fault that I don't have that much of it. 

Although, this morning I felt great. Training sucked but I got good comments from my Staff Sergeant and the Sergeant conducting the training. So yeah. I've improved. Which is good so I can leave this damn place on schedule. 

Anyway...I have nothing much left to say. Feelings are a waste of time at this point. I really should focus on my training. Fuck everything else right now.