blegghh

You know when something seems like a good idea at first, and then turns up like shit later on?

That's pretty much how my night went. Great. 

You know, I really wish you could buy confidence. That would be great. And you know what? It really isn't my fault that I don't have that much of it. 

Although, this morning I felt great. Training sucked but I got good comments from my Staff Sergeant and the Sergeant conducting the training. So yeah. I've improved. Which is good so I can leave this damn place on schedule. 

Anyway...I have nothing much left to say. Feelings are a waste of time at this point. I really should focus on my training. Fuck everything else right now.